There is a deep void in my life because of your absence

There is a deep void in my life because of your absence,
I constantly think of You,
My mind never let go of your thoughts,
There is an extreme care and longingness for You
Thinking of you make me teary-eyed.
Don't know why I have the constant urge to talk to You or see you.
Even if sleep breaks, the subconscious mind is alive to have thoughts, flashes of You
Why it feels that I should keep you with me,
Why I feel that someday I will cry my heart out on your shoulder.
Why there is feeling to never let you go away from me,
I have so many emotions just for you.
Can you please do me a favor, be at my place of longingness and try to answer some of my questions.
I gaze at you, I know the color of your hair buckle, earrings, I see your palm, your finger rings.
What You have draws me towards you,
Day by day the intensity of my love grows exponentially towards you.
But with increasing love, my suffering has also increased.
It hurts me to see you sad and dull. I can do anything to make you smile.
Your absence makes me angry, creates a ripple in my life.
There is a big void, the vacuum which can only be filled by You.
Sometimes words are also not enough to tell actually what's inside my heart.
The passion for you, the love towards you hold me tightly else I could have scattered all around until now.
Come and hold my hand for the last time to say that you are mine and will be forever,
So that I can sleep peacefully in your lap.