Sunday, January 29, 2012

kash ki kuch palo

kash ki kuch palo k liye mera dil tere seene mein dhadka saku,
kaise jiyo hoon tere bina ab tak is dard ko tujhe samajha saku,
ye chahat nahi ki tujhe dard mein tadapta dekhu,
bas itni si aarzo hai ki tujhe meri taqleef se RUBARU kara saku...

log mujhe se puchtae mera haal tere jane k bad.

Meri zindagi se tere chale jane k bad log mujhe se mera haal puchte hai,
kya kahu kis haal mein hoon,
lagta hai jaise kisi gehre pani k saagar mein dob raha hoon,
aur har ek saans k liye maut se lad raha hoon,
khoon lagta hai jaise meri naso mein hi jam gaya hai,
dil har dhadkan pe kehta hai ki ab thak gaya hoon us k bina dhadkate dhadkate,
halaat ye hai ki mere jazbato ne mere alfazo ko khamoshi de di hai,
aur log mujhe se puchtae mera haal tere jane k bad.

jise dhoondta hoon

Bahut shor hai yahan kahin gum hui hai meri awaaz,
jise dhoondta hoon,
kuch sapne hai tut k bichare huye,
fir se jod saku wo sapno k tukde dhoondta hoon,
kuch dost hai piche chute huye,
un se fir mil saku wo kadi dhoondta hoon,
unchi unchi cement ki imarato mein
kahin daba huya mera ek purana meeti ka ghar hai,
jise dhoondta hoon,
duniya ki bheed mein khoya hai mera wajood,
khud ki pehchankhud se kara saku,
wo khud ko dhoondta hoon...

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Unse Mohabat

Unse mohabat ka izhar kiye zamane ho gaye.
aur bichade huye bhi mudatein ho gayi
fir bhi roz khwabo mein aa kar k kehti hai main sirf tumhari hoon
hum bhi diwane hai,
un k khwabo ko haqiqat samajh apni zindagi tanha guzar di..

Sunday, January 1, 2012

Talash

Wo kehti hai mujh se apne liye koi acchi ladi dhund lo,
maine kaha dhund to leta lekin,
main har ladki mein unko ko talash karta hoon,
aur uparwale ne waisi ek hi banayi hai..